drinking and playing nightclub or KTV

There is a saying that

       everyone can understand that those who are close to Zoon are red and those who are black are close to ink . That is to say, what kind of friends you make with what kind of people, then your personality will change accordingly. The people you come into contact with are different, so the circles you come into contact with are also different. For example, if you come into contact with good people with positive energy, what you do and learn is also positive; if you often come into contact with some negative energy things, then you will be imperceptibly Concurrent with each other. I don't know how others understand it. Anyway, I think so. Maybe I'm making excuses for me.

        I was born to be a beautiful and introverted girl. I returned to my hometown after breaking up with my ex-husband [sometimes a husband, after all, I had a child]. Because I have been studying and living outside, I don’t have many friends in my hometown. I only know the people around me. Relatives, usually go online to chat when there is nothing to do. I met a friend by chance and had a good chat. He was of the same age, regarded as a best friend and a sister. Through her, I met several sisters, so I often eat and have fun together, and I feel very happy. Later, I went to some nightclubs KTV with her slowly, where I could relax myself, dance, drink and learn to smoke. Girls don’t have to spend money wherever they go [the reason is understood].

       They should often go there to play. There are many boys they know, so they introduced me to them. Slowly everyone became familiar, and then those boys [it should be said that they were men] took the initiative to invite us to eat and drink to play nightclub KTV. At that time, I felt very happy that some people were playing with me, and they were very good at chatting when they spoke very pleasant words. Almost every day, I am lost in this kind of drunken life. Those men are always courteous when they have nothing to do. At that time, they really didn't think there was anything. After everyone was familiar with them, they slowly became unrestrained. Some men try to take advantage of you and eat your tofu. At first they are just enough. For example, when they start dancing, they will pull or hold your hand. I feel a little bit of resistance. When the other person finds out, they won’t do it, and then look for opportunities. Pulling your hand, after a few times, he felt that he didn't have any other movements, so he acquiesced to be held by him and danced together. I looked at my friends and other boys in the same way and felt relieved. I was very cool when I came into contact with that man, and he would make me laugh inadvertently. I felt that he was funny, and gradually I no longer resisted him in my heart. Now when I think about it, it was really naive. It was just a man's routine, but I didn't understand it at that time. Later, when I was familiar with it and had fun, I often went to play with them. A man [we all call him strong brother] approached me, and he was dancing tightly upstairs to my waist. He wanted to refuse. After all, I was not hugged by other men, but after a few attempts, no Get rid of it, and see that he doesn't make any other moves, so he doesn't resist. There have been several times like this, and we have left contact information with each other.

       Although he often played together, he didn't know what he was doing and never asked. I often go to nightclubs, I have to say that he is really scheming and can deal with a girl like me. He danced with his arms around his waist and then hugged me to dance next to his face, and then slowly began to touch my ass. , His hands would keep walking around me, and when I saw that I was a little bit resistant, I would stop and say something nice, and my heart would relax my vigilance, and then he would look at the right time to make excuses for himself and touch it everywhere. I thought at the time: It's okay to leave the clothes anyway, let him touch it.

       Life in the nightclub is rich and tempting. He would sit next to me when we were playing in the private room, and he would block the alcohol for me if I lost when playing the carousel game, making me feel that he was good to me. Later, he suggested that if girls can't drink, let boys drink. If the turntable is transferred to girls, girls can not drink but they must do as the boys request. Everyone responded, and I acquiesced. As a result, various requests came out. Some sisters were asked by boys to kiss or something, as well as various stimulating actions such as hugging and touching their breasts. Boys ask girls what underwear and underwear they wear, and they all have to answer truthfully. Men drink alcohol when they lose. When it was my turn, I took the initiative to drink, but the other boys disagreed, saying that others have done it, I can’t be an exception, so I asked me to find a guy to kiss. I was very embarrassed at the time, but this was the first time I played this kind of boldness. The game, I was suddenly kissed by a man, and it was hard to accept it. At this time, Brother Long said that I would drink a bar for my sister, and the other boys agreed, and then said that you can kiss. Brother Long asked me helplessly and said it was like a sexual kiss. I thought about it and agreed. Now, I don't want to embarrass the strong brother. He immediately hugged me in his arms. I thought it was just a symbolic kiss, but he kissed my mouth and held it down. The others all clapped and kissed a full ten. I let it go in seconds, and then immediately told me that I was a little excited and asked me not to be angry. I saw other girls playing like this and didn't say anything. Then I continued to play, but I lost many times. Brother Long kissed me and touched my chest through my clothes.

        After playing for a long time, I think it's fun. Besides, I didn't kiss anybody with Long Brother. I gradually got used to that way. [Now think about it, this way is really scary]. Later, Brother Long would often ask me alone to accompany me to go shopping and dance and sing. I gradually fell in love with this life and believed in Brother Long. We even reached the point where we could talk about everything. One day when I was asked to go to KTV, I still lost when we both played games. He kissed me and touched me and slowly reached into my clothes and touched my chest. I occasionally resisted it, and touched it when I said it. But when I touched it, I didn’t take it out. He touched it but didn’t say anything. How long does it take to touch it. Hey! There are so many men's routines. In this way, it became more and more presumptuous, and finally reached into my pants and touched under me, and then took me to open the room. His technique was very good, and he quickly conquered me, and my mind and body were satisfied.

       In fact, he just wanted me to be simple and beautiful. He planned to play this way, and it was too late when I realized it. The last round was his plaything. In the future, sometimes he would go to KTV to play with his friends or something. He would flirt with my friends in front of me. Sometimes his friends flirt with me and he doesn't care. Sometimes when I drink too much, I will be taken by his friend to open the room, and my mood gradually becomes numb, and gradually I am sinking step by step.

       If you didn't know those sisters...so what kind of people you contact is really important!

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